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I've got to learn how to bury my feelings so deep down that I can't tell the difference between happiness and sadness.

im happy now.
everything, is fine. we are fine, and i have learnt that im never going to eat your cooking :)
haha, i like this friendship.
you still owe me pancakes and i know you will read this.
:)

i dont know whether you read this anymore, maybe you do or you dont. it shouldnt matter anymore.
you make me wonder, about what im doing and who im turning into, again.
i just give up, i cant put myself through all of this because ive been through this and it just hurts too much.
i dont think i should care about people anymore because when i do, it just turns out badly.
tell me what you want or need and ill try my best.
you are supposed to be my best friend, but after meeting you i dont know what a best friend is supposed to be.
so like yeah, thanks for fucking up my mind but thanks for all the fun times.

okay so like, yeah.
i have my mid year exam tomorrow for psychology. totally ready. yeah, not really. oh well. i've studied too much today and im tired.
i cant focus on psychology anymore as it is driving me up the wall, so i have decided to blog about other parts of my life.
rah, fucking hell.
everytime i think of blogging, i think of what i have to restrict and what i can let go.
i should hold out on what i say, but major like i don't want to.
im angry at you. i dont understand you and i don't think i want to anymore.
it just hurts my head and im too attached to you and i know, that this is going to end badly.
its the way things are supposed to be in my life.
everything just ends badly.
so like, if you let me give up now, i will.
if you dont, think about every single day that i go through thinking about what to do about this, trying to run from the inevitable.

k,

yeah, goodbye.
ill say it a million times, but only mean it this one time.

Okay, this will be my last blog for a couple of days due to mid year exams. Well, what's going on in my life at this moment? ugh, there's that guy that yeah. There is this guy. I don't know what I am going to do, but it's the least of my problems at the momemnt. My best friend goes away in 12 days, and I couldn't be more miserable. She is coming back, I know that. Thank god. I will be awfully bored without her. I wonder whether she will read this. She probably will and she will laugh at me. Oh well.
It's getting late now but I want to blog for a little bit because I will disappear soon.
About the guy, haha.
I'm just not going to say anything about that because I don't want anyone knowing really. The people that matter already know, but I'm sure it's just a stupid crush :)

Well, you might see me around in the next week. Or you might not.
Doesn't matter.